Its not like a lottery ticket where you scratch off and instantly find out you win or lose. Its more like you go to the Dr. & the results are snail mailed 2 weeks later. Then, monthly, i have my po box co. forward all my mail to whereever im docked. awaiting becomes a real mindscrew (if you let it).
But i got the results...in writing...NO CANCER!! Well it doesn't exactly say that, more like adenocarcinoma negative margins blah blah blah...but means GONE. Ive subsequently been re- biopsied with the same wonderful results. Even after reading it...it still doesn't fully sink in. So much mental energy put into it for years, to believe i can actually LET GOOOOOOO! All that negative i can let go of. i feel lighter already just writing this...

im so lucky...thats what it boils down to.
Luck & Angles.

Thank you all for supporting me and pushing me through. The warm comments, notes, and poems i received really are genuinely heartfelt. I dont know if everyone here on DA is like this or once again im just lucky, to have such surroundings of watchers/friends/angels.




Cancer is so limited…
It cannot cripple love,
It cannot shatter hope,
It cannot corrode faith,
It cannot eat away peace,
It cannot destroy confidence,
It cannot kill friendship,
It cannot shut out memories,
It cannot silence courage,
It cannot invade the soul,
It cannot reduce eternal life,
It cannot quench the spirit,
It cannot lessen the higher powers.


.... .xoxo. THANK U .xoxo.